Little demons gonna hide inside, shes gotta feed em

Aug 10, 2004 17:15

i just dont know.
im feeling terrible about myself right now, fat and yucky and i need a drink (or four) so badly.
i hate it when i get like this, and im angry at myself for feeling this way, and letting other people exacerbate the feeling.
and i know, really, i know, that im being walked on and used, but what the fuck else am i going to do?
i dont know what i want anymore.
i dont understand people and their fucked up ways, and i dont see how people can be so....apathetic...unconcerned.
why do i let myself get into things like this?
why am i such an emotional basketcase?
god. i need a cigarette. and a big fucking bottle of Wild Irish Rose. i miss the winos.
violently red lipstick, kinderwhore dress, cigarettes, my wine, and my pomp. i need to go out tonight. game plans are being made.
*sigh*


Your rockabilly dream date is Mike Ness! You like
the tattooed bad boy look and he's just your
type. You are going to have to work hard at
trying to hang on to this HARD LUCK KING cause
he is in love with his car and I would not be
suprised if your eyeliner mysteriously came up
missing!

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