i want a yeahyeahyeahs cd. :-(
--i got so much done last night. tons, really.
[the girl hit hot like a barracuda baby she floated on air like a crest of wave]
--today Dawn came over and we talked for a long time while i cleaned my room. yes, i have been on clean mode for approximatley 30 hours.
-we went down to preservation pub and watched Jay sing, he was really good. then he took us to eat and bought me a pack of smokes! happy day.
--it was really nice seeing Dawn and being able to talk to her without other people around; i dont hang out with her often enough at all.
she is an awesome person.
--she and Jay are both super nice, which is good; i need to involve myself with nice people more often.
-i just have a thing for assholes. but the sex is hotter that way.
[she was a primal institution she was a danger to herself yeah]
--Elaine has a new girlfriend, Melissa. and im happy for her, really, because she had a really hard time getting over her last boyfriend.
[they found her under the sea she said she came from cell block three]
-but goddamn. she kind of abandoned Jennifer and myself, her two best friends. i guess im being selfish in saying that, but Elaine leaves for college in August, and i would really like to spend time with her this summer.
-it leads me to the realization that i am maybe a little protective of Elaine, because ive seen her through so much shit and i really dont like seeing her get hurt, which is how all relationships end up. and also, ive always been her confidant, and thats nice, to feel needed. and now that she has melissa im scared that she wont need me. transitively, i have realized some things about myself and the way i work in friendships and relationships and how i need to better myself.
[Mad loving by the cold hearted Take a big breath cuz we just started]
--damn i am such a girl sometimes. thats ok, im entitled.
[the girl hit hot like a barracuda baby she floated on air like a crest of wave]
--today Dawn came over and we talked for a long time while i cleaned my room. yes, i have been on clean mode for approximatley 30 hours.
-we went down to preservation pub and watched Jay sing, he was really good. then he took us to eat and bought me a pack of smokes! happy day.
--it was really nice seeing Dawn and being able to talk to her without other people around; i dont hang out with her often enough at all.
she is an awesome person.
--she and Jay are both super nice, which is good; i need to involve myself with nice people more often.
-i just have a thing for assholes. but the sex is hotter that way.
[she was a primal institution she was a danger to herself yeah]
--Elaine has a new girlfriend, Melissa. and im happy for her, really, because she had a really hard time getting over her last boyfriend.
[they found her under the sea she said she came from cell block three]
-but goddamn. she kind of abandoned Jennifer and myself, her two best friends. i guess im being selfish in saying that, but Elaine leaves for college in August, and i would really like to spend time with her this summer.
-it leads me to the realization that i am maybe a little protective of Elaine, because ive seen her through so much shit and i really dont like seeing her get hurt, which is how all relationships end up. and also, ive always been her confidant, and thats nice, to feel needed. and now that she has melissa im scared that she wont need me. transitively, i have realized some things about myself and the way i work in friendships and relationships and how i need to better myself.
[Mad loving by the cold hearted Take a big breath cuz we just started]
--damn i am such a girl sometimes. thats ok, im entitled.