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[miss_ddtrixi]

What do you do when time is short and you cant decide? When you haven’t got a clue as to what is real. If you cant figure out if it looks that way because that’s how you want to see it, or because its really there how can you decide what to do? When you are blind in a room full of white light, how do you choose north from south, heads from tails

Comments

[bhuddalovespink]

that's an awful sad entry. are you doing ok?

[miss_ddtrixi]

it is only sad because of my own indecision. the actual situation is really quite flattering. i am doing quite well! thank you.

who are you?

[bhuddalovespink]

oh sorry, i'm Allison, the one you met through Ray. yeah, i guess i should have told you before commenting. sorry :(

[miss_ddtrixi]

hi! how are you? hows your summer going? hows b-town?

[bhuddalovespink]

it's uneventful. i barely work 20 hours a week, so i've got a lot of time on my hands. lucky i've got Ray here to keep me somewhat entertained. although i want to swim all the time, and he hates swimming :( bloomington is a lot more quiet now that everyone's gone. but everything is pretty relaxed. besides you working, what have you been up to?

[miss_ddtrixi]

haha. nobody ever wants to go swimming in bloomington. i always went alone. life here is good. i am sorta sick right now, which is upsetting. but it could be worse. my guy friends here like to play games and run around so its pretty fun. ive missed all my girls too. it feels strange to be back sometimes. but i love it still. its nice to be with my mom and with my friends. im wasting all the money ive made so quickly. haha but life is good