Edit..
I took this off Myspace and decided to post it on here...
What the shit else do I use LiveJournal for..
Whinge? Yes.
I mean really.
Waaaaaaaah..
I wish..
That when you break up with someone that was it.
Totally it.
You always say "oh we can be friends"..
You try... it never works out.. its always weird, there's always a hint of jealousy, theres always that voice in the back of your head that wants you to scream at them about that time they left a dirty dish in the sink or the time they left you on the porch till 2am or that girl they always talked to for that minute too long.. or on the flip side, there is that tiny voice reminding you of the awesome sex and egging you on to have just one more glass of wine and then jump them...
Maybe you don't even try... you just avoid them like the plague and then you find yourself at home for the 7th week in a row because you now have a massive fear of being at the same show at the same time.
ITS JUST ALL SO FUCKED UP.
Being friends with an ex never works out. EVER.
Not until years later, and even then, in my experience, it's still bad.
You've gone past the point of no return and you have nothing in common anymore and even if you do you cant be fucked to strike up a conversation...
So, really what i'm trying to say is, after you break up with someone, it would be awesome if there was just some part of your brain that shut off, and you don't remember them... you have nice memories but the people are faceless and all you are left with is a warm feeling whenever you are around them...
Rant over.
Ps. I'm not sad. I'm actually really, really, really, very angry. Grrrr.
LOSER.
What the shit else do I use LiveJournal for..
Whinge? Yes.
I mean really.
Waaaaaaaah..
I wish..
That when you break up with someone that was it.
Totally it.
You always say "oh we can be friends"..
You try... it never works out.. its always weird, there's always a hint of jealousy, theres always that voice in the back of your head that wants you to scream at them about that time they left a dirty dish in the sink or the time they left you on the porch till 2am or that girl they always talked to for that minute too long.. or on the flip side, there is that tiny voice reminding you of the awesome sex and egging you on to have just one more glass of wine and then jump them...
Maybe you don't even try... you just avoid them like the plague and then you find yourself at home for the 7th week in a row because you now have a massive fear of being at the same show at the same time.
ITS JUST ALL SO FUCKED UP.
Being friends with an ex never works out. EVER.
Not until years later, and even then, in my experience, it's still bad.
You've gone past the point of no return and you have nothing in common anymore and even if you do you cant be fucked to strike up a conversation...
So, really what i'm trying to say is, after you break up with someone, it would be awesome if there was just some part of your brain that shut off, and you don't remember them... you have nice memories but the people are faceless and all you are left with is a warm feeling whenever you are around them...
Rant over.
Ps. I'm not sad. I'm actually really, really, really, very angry. Grrrr.
LOSER.