Hail the butterflies. hehe
This summer just keeps getting more and more exciting. :) Although I’m not really going any places, it’s been going really good lately. Yesterday I got up around 10 because some guy was knocking on the door. I couldn’t get back to sleep so I figured I’d get online. No one was on so I listened to some Coheed & Cambria. My mom called at 11:30 like she always does. My sister got up then right after that. We decided instead of sitting around on our butts all day again that we would go up town. I agreed to it, as long as I would be home by 5. At 12 we started getting around. We were ready by 1:30. lol. Yeah, it takes us girls a while to get ready. We went up town to get something to eat first. We were going to stop in at Long John Silver’s because someone just happened to be working there until 5. :D But, Heather decided she didn’t really want anything from there, so we got something from Burger King. We stopped in at my gram’s work just to tell her that we were going to use her house. We were going to go swimming and lay outside, but it kept raining on and off. We went up to my gram’s house and ate. Around 2:45 Heather decided to go tanning, so she did that and I went with her, and then we headed home. So I got home before 5. :) We came home and talked about stuff and watched TV. Around 5:20 Tommy called. :D :D :D Yeah, that made my whole day right there. He was at Derek’s little brother’s baseball game. I told him that if he wanted to he could come to my sister’s team’s softball game if he had time then. My mom and me left around 5:50 for Heather’s softball game. We didn’t even get through the second inning and it started pouring down rain. We waited it out for probably 20 minutes for it to stop. It slowed down a little bit so they got back out on the field. About 5 minutes later it started up again. Once again, they waited for it to stop. The other team’s coach didn’t want to call it yet because his team needed this win to go to Championships or something like that. So they got back out on the field again. It started to lightning so they figured they should call it because it was going to start getting dark soon anyway. Tommy didn’t come, but that’s alright. I’m surprised my mom and me even stayed that long. We were soaked. :) Ahh, I love it. Once again, it was a beautiful storm. The lightning was pretty intricate. We came home then and I tried to clean my room again. I had troubles sleeping last night again. Ugh, this really is starting to annoy the crap out of me. But once I started thinking about a certain someone, I got to sleep pretty fast. :) I guess happy thoughts really do help you get to sleep easier. So, much thanks to the person who’s so wonderful that I can’t get him off my mind. I got up this morning at 11:30 because my mom called. Jeez, I really hate when she does that. My sister got up then, and we went up to my gram’s house for lunch. I love her cooking. We came home then around 1:30. I knew Tommy was due to call soon, so I had butterflies since 1:30 until 2:15 when he called me. I don’t know why I get so nervous/excited. Well, I do know, but yeah. I love it when we talk on the phone. But then again, I just love his voice. It kind of brings some sort of comfort. It never fails that the whole time we’re talking I have a huge smile on my face. We talked for a little. <33 When we got off the phone and I came out and sat with my sister, I wondered why she kept looking at me. I didn’t notice that I was still smiling from being on the phone with him. What can I say, he makes me smile. I still have butterflies in my stomach. :) We’re most likely hanging out Sunday. :D I can’t wait for that to come along now. I at least have something to look forward to this weekend. Every time I talk to him, it just makes me think about him even more. Well, at least I’ll have something to smile about all evening. He’s most definitely someone special. <3 I’ve found myself a lot happier and more giggly lately. My guess is it’s due to Tommy. Since we’ve started talking and stuff I’ve been smiling a lot. So yeah, Tommy, when you read this, which I know you will eventually, all of this is very good on your part. And yes, in case you couldn’t tell yet, I do like you… a lot. :D
So tonight, I’ve got a date with my mother and father. ::cringes:: That just makes me shudder. My mom’s birthday is tomorrow, so my dad and me are taking her out to eat at the Olive Garden at State. At least I have Tommy on my mind that I get to think about. :) :) Hehe. And believe me, I’ll most definitely be thinking about him. Ok, this next paragraph I’ll try my hardest not to mention him. ::wish me luck::
I start working Monday. I’m going to be working 10A.M.-4P.M. Oh boy. The fun begins Monday. It shouldn’t be too bad, though. Tommy told me maybe he would stop in and visit me before he goes to work. I think he should come harass me, although, I would like that too much. :-p This weekend I’m probably going to be busy non-stop. Tomorrow I’m going up town with my mom because her, my gram, and my aunt are going up to Reedsville. I'm just going to stay at my pap’s house. Tommy's going to call me sometime, then to let me know if Sunday’s a definite. Then, around 2:30 I have to go in for rehearsal for dance. Ugh, that will probably take at least an hour. Then Sunday, at 2 I have my dance recital. Oh joy. After this, though, dance is over until next year. Then, after the recital is over around 4 or 4:30, if hanging out with Tommy is a definite then I’ll probably go over to his house if I can at 5:30 maybe until 9:30. Mother dearest still has to talk to my dad, but he shouldn’t have a problem with it. As long as Tommy’s dad works. Well, I think that’s good for now, and I didn’t do too well with not mentioning him. Wow, oh well, I couldn’t help myself. :) He’s just too amazing to not talk about. He’s definitely worth bragging about. :D :D :D
Much love, Kiddies <3
((T.H.H.)) <333
P.S. Before we met, I was slowly dying inside. I was so confused about who I was, or who I wanted to be. I felt so lost, and so alone. I had decided to put my guards back up, a concrete wall so no one could ever get back in. Somehow, though, you’ve found a crack in that wall and managed to get through it. Since we’ve met now, I’ve put all my guards down, and I’ve demolished that wall. I’m not confused anymore, I know exactly who I am, and who I want to be. I’m not lost, and I don’t feel alone anymore. I must say so myself, I don’t know what I would’ve done to myself if we never would’ve met. You saved me from myself… Putting my guards down was definitely worth it for you. You never fail to amaze me more and more each and every day. You’re such a sweetheart, and I hope you never change that. <3 You deserve the world. :) :) :) You’re amazing…
So tonight, I’ve got a date with my mother and father. ::cringes:: That just makes me shudder. My mom’s birthday is tomorrow, so my dad and me are taking her out to eat at the Olive Garden at State. At least I have Tommy on my mind that I get to think about. :) :) Hehe. And believe me, I’ll most definitely be thinking about him. Ok, this next paragraph I’ll try my hardest not to mention him. ::wish me luck::
I start working Monday. I’m going to be working 10A.M.-4P.M. Oh boy. The fun begins Monday. It shouldn’t be too bad, though. Tommy told me maybe he would stop in and visit me before he goes to work. I think he should come harass me, although, I would like that too much. :-p This weekend I’m probably going to be busy non-stop. Tomorrow I’m going up town with my mom because her, my gram, and my aunt are going up to Reedsville. I'm just going to stay at my pap’s house. Tommy's going to call me sometime, then to let me know if Sunday’s a definite. Then, around 2:30 I have to go in for rehearsal for dance. Ugh, that will probably take at least an hour. Then Sunday, at 2 I have my dance recital. Oh joy. After this, though, dance is over until next year. Then, after the recital is over around 4 or 4:30, if hanging out with Tommy is a definite then I’ll probably go over to his house if I can at 5:30 maybe until 9:30. Mother dearest still has to talk to my dad, but he shouldn’t have a problem with it. As long as Tommy’s dad works. Well, I think that’s good for now, and I didn’t do too well with not mentioning him. Wow, oh well, I couldn’t help myself. :) He’s just too amazing to not talk about. He’s definitely worth bragging about. :D :D :D
Much love, Kiddies <3
((T.H.H.)) <333
P.S. Before we met, I was slowly dying inside. I was so confused about who I was, or who I wanted to be. I felt so lost, and so alone. I had decided to put my guards back up, a concrete wall so no one could ever get back in. Somehow, though, you’ve found a crack in that wall and managed to get through it. Since we’ve met now, I’ve put all my guards down, and I’ve demolished that wall. I’m not confused anymore, I know exactly who I am, and who I want to be. I’m not lost, and I don’t feel alone anymore. I must say so myself, I don’t know what I would’ve done to myself if we never would’ve met. You saved me from myself… Putting my guards down was definitely worth it for you. You never fail to amaze me more and more each and every day. You’re such a sweetheart, and I hope you never change that. <3 You deserve the world. :) :) :) You’re amazing…