May 26, 2009 23:59
I have had quite a bit of caffeine. Normally this would not be an issue, however, I actually need to get some sleep. I had a very busy day today, and ended up drinking a lot of coffee to stay awake. This was fine, but now I want to go to sleep. A problem. I only got about four hours sleep last night because I am...a little emotionally fraught at the moment. Confusion reigns, and I don't deal well with confusion. At all.
Sleep deprivation, I find, heightens my emotions. Is anyone else seeing a vicious cycle of doom here?
I tried to soother myself last night by reading The Time Traveller's Wife, which worked to an extent, but didn't actually really help me sleep. I don't know what I'm going to try tonight. Possibly my Torts textbook. :p
I nabbed a book of Victorian poetry from the library in one of my breaks. I love the poem 'Amy's Cruelty' by Elizabeth Barret Browning. It's gorgeous.
Ok, I am going to go and try to sleep.
(I also worry my emotional confusion is just melodrama. But at midnight while on a caffeine kick heading to a caffeine crash is probably not the best time ever to decide that.)
zomg whut?,
life,
angst angst angst,
failcakes