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I told my gyno that since I started my new bc I've only really been able to sleep for 3 hours max. I told her that I sleep a quarter the amount of time my room mate sleeps. She told me not to worry about it and that I'll sleep when I'm exhausted. Which is what I have been doing, but this doesn't detract from the fact that it is very lonely in the middle of the night with no one to talk to and nothing to do.
It makes me sad when I think of how nothing will ever be like it used to be. Parts of the past remain, but I don't know if that is enough for me. Maybe I'm just being selfish. Maybe I'm incapable of moving forward.
It makes me sad when I think of how nothing will ever be like it used to be. Parts of the past remain, but I don't know if that is enough for me. Maybe I'm just being selfish. Maybe I'm incapable of moving forward.