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Jul 24, 2006 03:52

so its four in the morning. this is where i stop and pat myself on the back for stating the obvious. i ran into this racist little punk today. i just want to smash those people's faces in.

yeah. violence never solved anything. but jeez. its crazy. where has racism gotten anybody. why cant we be open minded.
what fun would it be if we were all the same. in my personal opinion it would suck. i like the whole melting pot theory. think about soup. it would pretty much just be water without all those tasty DIFFERENT ingrediants. eh. do you get where im going with this. poor analogy. i guess i need to get off this. i really should be going to sleep soon and i could be here all day bitching about that.

graduating taught me a few things

girls are cruel
and i hate highschool
its petty little drama deals. people were and still are stupid in highschool. they dont care about their future. they care about the then and now. carpe dium and all that. but. its highschool. i promise. those 3 hundred dollar jeans arent going to be the things to help you get that slammin job.

ah
its been far too long since ive typed out my frustrations. they seem to have built up.

i went to hawaii. which was...amazing. hawaiin food is not the best,but philipino on the other hand. wow. i could have died in one of those noodle dishes and not cared. i found i have a love for things underwater.

we went snorkeling. the fish were beautiful. and talk about stress relief. your surrounded by silence
and its wonderful. the fish are gorgeous.

okay. im engaged. get the fuck over it. im sich of people telling me im stupid since im so young. i may be young but im not stupid. im more grown up than some of the 30 year olds i know. thats what happens when youve lived a life like i have. i know what i want. why do people feel the need to tell you how stupid you are. even if you know deep down your making the right choice. or do they say that stuff out of pure jealousy. whats worse. why cant they just be happy for me. say congratulations at least. no. i get.

arent you a bit young.

im old to vote. but im not old enough to know who i want to spend the rest of my life with. i can make major life changing choices (like who the president should be) but i cant possibly know who i want to marry.
i can decide what kind of career i want
but i cant know who the right one for me is.

ah. love is love. whatever.
dont have to understand it. but when your in it. you know.
and when you know you can love no other person the same way then whats wrong with taking an important step like that.

back the fuck off. thats all i can say.

ah
such an angry white girl who loves philipino food. I ATE A WILD BOAR. it was fantastic.

this entry was so forced. one of my worst i think.
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