Oct 10, 2011 10:46
It's really hard to get excited about my boyfriend going off and becoming a Marine. I know he's been dreaming of this since he's been ten years old, and he absolutely does not need me being a downer about all of it, but how can I possibly be happy about this? I don't want him to leave me! Every time I think about it, I have to stop myself from sobbing.
But oh well. It's the choice I made when I agreed to go out with him. And it won't be happening for at least a year, so. I should stop mourning his eventual departure, and enjoy my time with him now.
feelings,
boo,
boyfriend,
sad