Okay Fuck It.
I have a boyfriend and am allowed to be excited about him now. I don't know why I thought not telling anyone would curb my excitement, because it totally didn't, it just made me feel like a jerk for not telling my friends about my new boyfriend. This is just a baby step, though, I'm not going to post tons of cutesy hearts on FaBo or anything.
But yes! Boyfriend! His name is RJ, and he is cute, and he is not going anywhere as far as I know. He is very nice to me, and has a lot in common with me, and we have all the best conversations, and I am preparing myself to be sickeningly cute with him, because Damn it, I deserve that much. He has also robbed me of my ability to write in cohesive sentences, and look how many fucks I'm giving about it! NONE!
He's also going into the Marines at some point in the future, exact date unknown, and has a two year old son! and this is the point where I stop bragging, and go to my corner and weep, because my heart will absolutely break when he leaves, I already know. But I'll deal with that when I get there, and for now I'm just going to enjoy myself. This guy is awesome, and I am very, very lucky to have him be interested in me.
But yes! Boyfriend! His name is RJ, and he is cute, and he is not going anywhere as far as I know. He is very nice to me, and has a lot in common with me, and we have all the best conversations, and I am preparing myself to be sickeningly cute with him, because Damn it, I deserve that much. He has also robbed me of my ability to write in cohesive sentences, and look how many fucks I'm giving about it! NONE!
He's also going into the Marines at some point in the future, exact date unknown, and has a two year old son! and this is the point where I stop bragging, and go to my corner and weep, because my heart will absolutely break when he leaves, I already know. But I'll deal with that when I get there, and for now I'm just going to enjoy myself. This guy is awesome, and I am very, very lucky to have him be interested in me.