Oh, right...
I forgot that I promised you guys any boyfriend updates. There's, uhh. There's been a lot of updates.
I am dating a real, live person now! His names is Eugene, and he's Chinese. He's lived in England for the first twelve years of his life, so he has this amazing accent! He likes video games, to the point that he wants to make them, and is really specified in his interests(he like the emotional aspects of them and hopes to improve that--I AM SO LUCKY), he is a film major, but a very bad one so I get to lord over him in all my movie buff-ness. He likes to cook, and he dresses *very* fashionably. He likes interior design. He's bi, and I'm counting this as a plus, because that means I can can be me weird, straight-but-acts-like-a-lesbian self with him and talk of cross dressing and pretty girls are, because what does he care? He likes dudes. He is very friendly, and my important friends enjoy being around him. I, inversely, like his friends and would thoroughly enjoy spending extended periods of time with them. I really enjoy spending time with him, just lazing about and talking. He doesn't seem to mind my very intense affection for everything, my "crazy" side, or my fangirl-ness. I appreciate all of this very much.
He seems to be somewhat of a player. He flirts excessively with everyone he meets, and he straight up told me that doesn't want a serious relationship with me. This bothers me, but I need to talk to him about what /exactly/ that means. His reason was because I was a sweetheart and he didn't want to hurt me, which is very nice, but...I don't feel like its right. I don't know. I'll talk to him. I don't really have any other problems with him. Well, except...
...The sex. Okay, reference, we haven't had ACTUAL sex yet, but we've done some stuff. Like. I'm still a virgin, but...ugh. I'm sorry, I'm not good at...sharing things of this nature. I've only told two people in real life, because I'm really scared of judgement, or people thinking I'm a whore, which is a little extreme, bit you never know. I'll just spare the details. He's not a virgin, and has no problem with telling me about his past relationships. Which I have no problem with, not at all. I just think he moves a little too fast. I haven't told him this for fear of sounding like a prude or something of the sort. I know that this is Wrong and I should stick to my convictions, but I really really hate being alone. And it's not like I hate Eugene for this, I really don't. I like him, and I want this relationship to go on for quite sometime. So I'm feeling conflicted. =/
So, there you are! Updates. I think I'm going to picspam next for the slim few of you who are my friend, but don't know me personally. Also, I'm vain. =D
I am dating a real, live person now! His names is Eugene, and he's Chinese. He's lived in England for the first twelve years of his life, so he has this amazing accent! He likes video games, to the point that he wants to make them, and is really specified in his interests(he like the emotional aspects of them and hopes to improve that--I AM SO LUCKY), he is a film major, but a very bad one so I get to lord over him in all my movie buff-ness. He likes to cook, and he dresses *very* fashionably. He likes interior design. He's bi, and I'm counting this as a plus, because that means I can can be me weird, straight-but-acts-like-a-lesbian self with him and talk of cross dressing and pretty girls are, because what does he care? He likes dudes. He is very friendly, and my important friends enjoy being around him. I, inversely, like his friends and would thoroughly enjoy spending extended periods of time with them. I really enjoy spending time with him, just lazing about and talking. He doesn't seem to mind my very intense affection for everything, my "crazy" side, or my fangirl-ness. I appreciate all of this very much.
He seems to be somewhat of a player. He flirts excessively with everyone he meets, and he straight up told me that doesn't want a serious relationship with me. This bothers me, but I need to talk to him about what /exactly/ that means. His reason was because I was a sweetheart and he didn't want to hurt me, which is very nice, but...I don't feel like its right. I don't know. I'll talk to him. I don't really have any other problems with him. Well, except...
...The sex. Okay, reference, we haven't had ACTUAL sex yet, but we've done some stuff. Like. I'm still a virgin, but...ugh. I'm sorry, I'm not good at...sharing things of this nature. I've only told two people in real life, because I'm really scared of judgement, or people thinking I'm a whore, which is a little extreme, bit you never know. I'll just spare the details. He's not a virgin, and has no problem with telling me about his past relationships. Which I have no problem with, not at all. I just think he moves a little too fast. I haven't told him this for fear of sounding like a prude or something of the sort. I know that this is Wrong and I should stick to my convictions, but I really really hate being alone. And it's not like I hate Eugene for this, I really don't. I like him, and I want this relationship to go on for quite sometime. So I'm feeling conflicted. =/
So, there you are! Updates. I think I'm going to picspam next for the slim few of you who are my friend, but don't know me personally. Also, I'm vain. =D