my gs and more
So why cant i? Be the one to make you smile? Hold your hand when you are tired? Have your head fall on my chest? Sing you to sleep each and every night… Make sure everything’s just right? Why cant i? Why cant i?
** I guess between writing an English essay, government project, and newspaper article, your mind begins to wander. I start thinking about my last past 2 weeks and how I have learned so much through my hardships. SO much. God showed me how to forgive. That is HUGE. You may not realize it, but I use to be a master at holding grudges, and this summer God told me to let go. And I did. FREEDOM! There are consequences of this forgiveness. Good ones. I found my newest best friend. I love her and she is amazing. She stood by me. She let me cry on her shoulder. She guided me through tough times. She counseled me through hell. I also found that I need to let go of a boy. He is not interested and it is about time I get the message. I don’t want to be there only when its convenient for him. It’s not fair. To either of us. One of us needs to grow up. Ill admit I am in need of maturing, so I will be the first. I miss him already, as I feel my fingers slip. Due to things happening, two fingers have already slipped. As much as I want to hold on, I need to realize that letting go into the darkness is safer. I am now working on letting one more finger slip.**