welcome to my life
Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you Do you ever wanna runaway? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming No you don't know what it's like. When nothing feels all right. You don't know what it's like. To be like me. To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down With no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life. Do you wanna be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more? Before your life is over Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With their big fake smiles and stupid lies While deep inside you're bleeding. No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels all right You don't know what it's like To be like me. To be hurt. To feel lost. To be left out in the dark. To be kicked when you're down .To feel like you've been pushed around. To be on the edge of breaking down. With no one's there to save you. No you don't know what it's like. Welcome to my life. No one ever lied straight to your face No one ever stabbed you in the back You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay Everybody always gave you what you wanted Never had to work it was always there You don't know what it's like what it's like. To be hurt. To feel lost. To be left out in the dark. To be kicked when you're down. To feel like you've been pushed around. To be on the edge of breaking down. With no one's there to save you . No you don't know what it's like, what it's like.
Sometimes I feel so hurt by life. By people. By myself. I know I should not take things so personally, but I do and I cannot help it. I have so much to be thankful for, but all I hear is the shouting. The names. Echoing back and forth taunting me in every choice and every action I make. Am I worthless? Am I a selfish bitch? Am I a failure at life? I try so hard to prove these things are not true, but it seems the harder I push, the more I see I am what I have feared. A Failure.