So I am still alive..
So apparently I haven't posted anything in 23 weeks.
Since August.
That's like, nearly 6 months.
Wowza.
Hmmm. Will try to make more effort. Too much to say at present though. No idea where to begin.
Little bits.
Trapeze lesson tonight. It's so hard getting back into it after being away for so long. Frustrating, but I'm determined to get back into it, so have to keep going. I was drinking rather heavily over the Christmas period (like a bottle of wine a night and waking and being fine. not good.) So I'm attempting to be alcohol free for a few months. It's going well, although the Vegas! staff meal should be a challenge. I'm limiting myself to 2 glasses (large!) as it's wrong when someone else is paying for it, however I have much to achieve in the coming weeks so must steel my resolve.
I'm working out my next move career wise, as I'm financially destitute which sucks. More so than ever before.
I'm sick of doing "free" Burlesque gigs so am working on some grander pieces and reducing the amount of performing I'm doing (not that I do much anyway!) as I just can't afford it and have now officially hit my limit with working for complete and utter shysters and idiots who don't listen to any of the advice you give them and just produce shit work as a result.
I had been going to continue the Bongo Club Cabaret on a monthly basis but negotiations with a club night have broken down slightly and I can't be bothered fighting so may just leave it. It's so much work for no financial return and other peoples expectations that I'm just going ot do something hangs silent in the air that will quickly turn to accusation when I decide that I can't be bothered and would rather be career selfish instead. Oh but why don't you run the night so I can on stage....?
GAH!
Curious opportunities are arising however that are both unexpected but hellishly welcome.
I shall embellish more later when I can.
Now I feel it is time for lunch!
Since August.
That's like, nearly 6 months.
Wowza.
Hmmm. Will try to make more effort. Too much to say at present though. No idea where to begin.
Little bits.
Trapeze lesson tonight. It's so hard getting back into it after being away for so long. Frustrating, but I'm determined to get back into it, so have to keep going. I was drinking rather heavily over the Christmas period (like a bottle of wine a night and waking and being fine. not good.) So I'm attempting to be alcohol free for a few months. It's going well, although the Vegas! staff meal should be a challenge. I'm limiting myself to 2 glasses (large!) as it's wrong when someone else is paying for it, however I have much to achieve in the coming weeks so must steel my resolve.
I'm working out my next move career wise, as I'm financially destitute which sucks. More so than ever before.
I'm sick of doing "free" Burlesque gigs so am working on some grander pieces and reducing the amount of performing I'm doing (not that I do much anyway!) as I just can't afford it and have now officially hit my limit with working for complete and utter shysters and idiots who don't listen to any of the advice you give them and just produce shit work as a result.
I had been going to continue the Bongo Club Cabaret on a monthly basis but negotiations with a club night have broken down slightly and I can't be bothered fighting so may just leave it. It's so much work for no financial return and other peoples expectations that I'm just going ot do something hangs silent in the air that will quickly turn to accusation when I decide that I can't be bothered and would rather be career selfish instead. Oh but why don't you run the night so I can on stage....?
GAH!
Curious opportunities are arising however that are both unexpected but hellishly welcome.
I shall embellish more later when I can.
Now I feel it is time for lunch!