14 months..too good to be true
Well we broke up...
and to tell you the truth i dont think ill ever be okay with it if we stay broken up. Im a mess. He means absoulutly everything to me and knowing i fucked it all up makes me feel worse! I just wanna be with him. I love him so much. I hope he relizes we are ment to be and comes back to me. I would drop EVERYTHING to be with him again. But if it doesnt work... ill never get over him and seeing him happy with other girls and sharing with them what we once had.. i dunno what ill do because i will never be completly happy without him.Even if i date other boys (which i dont plan on because i dont ever wanna go through this pain again) it will never be the same and i wont get over him! gah im a mess... i miss him so much. We were so happy... i just want things to be the way they used to...
and to tell you the truth i dont think ill ever be okay with it if we stay broken up. Im a mess. He means absoulutly everything to me and knowing i fucked it all up makes me feel worse! I just wanna be with him. I love him so much. I hope he relizes we are ment to be and comes back to me. I would drop EVERYTHING to be with him again. But if it doesnt work... ill never get over him and seeing him happy with other girls and sharing with them what we once had.. i dunno what ill do because i will never be completly happy without him.Even if i date other boys (which i dont plan on because i dont ever wanna go through this pain again) it will never be the same and i wont get over him! gah im a mess... i miss him so much. We were so happy... i just want things to be the way they used to...