why cant i sleep?
its about 1:45am and im home..sadly. Normally i'd be home around 4 or 5ish AM. but i have to cut that stuff out, i get more restless throughout the day. Happy to say that i have in a way cut down on the late nite outting, its a great reward to see my dad's face seein me home early haha.
i'll probably force myself to sleep after this entry cuz my eyes are rather heavy and i know i can fall asleep fast by just staring at my stars on the ceiling.
I'm a little upset at myself..i did something i knew i shouldn't really have done,errgh oh well hopefully it wont come back at me and i get screwed cuz of it. oooh poooooooooop.
ATTENTION
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why AND how do i miss kyle already?! i mean ive spent pretty much the whole day w/ him, and he wanted me to comeover after driving Megan. I guess i just knew how tired he was that i'd give him time to just pass out rather than waiting for me to go home. Though sometimes he and i can bump heads i still love that guy so much...its funny sometimes. Who would of thought i would find & experience great happiness at the age of 19..im still young and wanting to have fun but i wouldnt trade the chance to have a single life again and go crazy like i did last year for being madly in love w/ Kyle. I love sleeping next to him too..he's so cute when he sleeps. Oh BOOOOOOO! i miss him, but i'll see him tomorrow hopefully. Sorry if this was too sappy hahaha.
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i'll probably force myself to sleep after this entry cuz my eyes are rather heavy and i know i can fall asleep fast by just staring at my stars on the ceiling.
I'm a little upset at myself..i did something i knew i shouldn't really have done,errgh oh well hopefully it wont come back at me and i get screwed cuz of it. oooh poooooooooop.
ATTENTION
following content below is RATED: Sappy so if you dont want to read i suggest scrolling down and give me comments! haha
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why AND how do i miss kyle already?! i mean ive spent pretty much the whole day w/ him, and he wanted me to comeover after driving Megan. I guess i just knew how tired he was that i'd give him time to just pass out rather than waiting for me to go home. Though sometimes he and i can bump heads i still love that guy so much...its funny sometimes. Who would of thought i would find & experience great happiness at the age of 19..im still young and wanting to have fun but i wouldnt trade the chance to have a single life again and go crazy like i did last year for being madly in love w/ Kyle. I love sleeping next to him too..he's so cute when he sleeps. Oh BOOOOOOO! i miss him, but i'll see him tomorrow hopefully. Sorry if this was too sappy hahaha.
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.hugs.n.kisses.