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I've been feeling very young lately. I buy scooby doo ice cream, I buy little kid toys at the dollar store, and I have fits when it's time to get up. Oh yeah and I wont clean my room.
But at the same time I feel like an old mother. I babysit non-stop. I always smell like milk, I freaking hate milk. And there's always at least one child in my bed or on the couch with me when I wake up.
Babysitting is my birth control, sorta.
But, I did find a 10 pack of highlighters that made me think of Shissy. Only cause I'm going to draw on her legs with them.
I washed clothes today for the first time. I made my white shirt pink and then shrunk everything in the dryer. I did great.
And a sad fact, I lost my cell phone.
I've been broken hearted for 2 days.
It is somewhere in this hell house.
I miss it terribly.
I like this song called "call me when you're sober" only cause it makes me laugh.
But it's a semi fake and very un-needed laugh that saddens me. I don't know why.
I don't know myself anymore.
I'm sooo weird. Stop it self!!