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Damn my stupid freaking inability to understand and express emotions I have when I have them.
It's like my feelings are on a time delay. They hit well after the appropriate time to deal with them. Which in some cases is a good thing--deal with the surgery physically before emotionally, it works out well. But sometimes it just sucks because you end up realizing that you need something that you passed up just moments before and it's too late to get back. Or realizing too late that you're more upset than you thought, or that you're still bothered by something.
I'm all for expressing my emotions....if I only knew how to do it when I was actually having them.
It's like my feelings are on a time delay. They hit well after the appropriate time to deal with them. Which in some cases is a good thing--deal with the surgery physically before emotionally, it works out well. But sometimes it just sucks because you end up realizing that you need something that you passed up just moments before and it's too late to get back. Or realizing too late that you're more upset than you thought, or that you're still bothered by something.
I'm all for expressing my emotions....if I only knew how to do it when I was actually having them.