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I hate when you think you're done with something, some feeling, and that you've moved past it completely and then it comes back as strong as ever. And since what you tried to make it go away the first time apparently didn't work out so well for you, now you're kind of out of options.
And I've never liked being out of options or not knowing what to do. I've been on top of my game for a while now and I don't like being thrown off and out of control again.
But, damnit, maybe that's what this is all about...just life proving to me that I'm not in complete control of everything. That's a lesson that might take me a while to learn.
And I've never liked being out of options or not knowing what to do. I've been on top of my game for a while now and I don't like being thrown off and out of control again.
But, damnit, maybe that's what this is all about...just life proving to me that I'm not in complete control of everything. That's a lesson that might take me a while to learn.