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miss_bathory

y.o.u.

Apr 01, 2005 00:16

How do you feel about time spent with YOU and you alone.

Is it essential??

Do you enjoy it???
........DO you get it?

Does it make you upset?
Do you think about it atall??

Do you talk to yourself?

An enquiring mind wants to know.
Thanks

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miss_bathory April 2 2005, 21:57:54 UTC

Trinh!
I miss you horribly --> now I know you don't believe me, but I had your picure from your journal as my backdrop all last week.. took it off though; It made me miss you more.

I treasure my time alone: my music, my books, my incense, and most importantly MY thoughts. I have to take some time alone, really alone, everyday and think just what the hell am I doing -- Life is happening so fast right now, what with (being sick) trying to cement certain friendships before the end of the month, studying, writing, not calling other friends, sex, parties, nature walks, people-watching in a world center, reading, reading, reading (85% of what an English major does!).... the list goes on.
I need time alone to become a concentrsted version of the self whom I display in social settings, no one is ready for all-of-jessie (heh), otherwise I start doing/saying really odd things and isolating people...

HOWEVER, if I spend too much time alone, I begin to defeat that purpose -- I will start acting crazier.. so basically I just said what you did:

It is 100% essential especially when you have a busy life, but sometimes you can't have too much.

THANKS!

I miss you dearly, too. miss_bathory April 3 2005, 16:23:21 UTC

This past week has been a little off for me. I can't wait to catch up with you this summer. You better not be working too much otherwise I'd cry. hehehehe Do you still have the same address? There are soo much to say to you, I think the best way to do it right now is to write to you. I'm glad everything is going well with you. Take good care of yourself allright? Have a good one.

Re: I miss you dearly, too. miss_bathory April 3 2005, 22:42:01 UTC

As soon as I get back to Texas, I will get a phone with my old-SAME phone number... (And I'm so glad of it!)

So you can call that.
Yes, the first year of college.
We are different people because of all the changes this year -- I can't wait to see what you have matured into. I bet its awesome.
heehee: now I'm just sucking your cock but you get the idea!
And, work, though I need the money just doesn't seem like its worth my time.. I have so much to DO this summer.
I can't wait!

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