letter of resignation....
(i'd leave this written on the mirror in lipstick if it hadn't been taken down....)
no, he was right, i don't fit your image. i am not that kind of girl and i never wll be. hell, you aren't even that type. you and i, baby... we were something. the way you kept me up at night, the way you made me laugh and dance or even cry, the way you needed me, the way i needed you..... it was amazing, the things we did together, we made it happen. we were a team, and without you, i am lonely and left standing in the cold, a cigarette dangling from my bright red lips, looking at you from afar. saddened by what is left of you. i would have done anything for you, and in many ways, i did. i gave you my all. but there is nothing i can do now, except stand back with my eyes all misty and think of the way it used to be.
the nights we carried on til almost dawn, your whiskey passing my lips. you knew my weakness all too well...
you can never go back.... they bandaged your wounds and tried to hide the flaws. a little bit here and there. in my heart, i still see you for what you were and what you could have been. when i see you now, i don't recognise you. stark white and cold, empty and lifeless, you starfucking poser, it's not you. we always hated those people, they don't understand us and what we stood for. i played off your energy, when you were flying, so was i. when you started to hurt, i did too. everyone saw it.... they watched our rise and fall...
i never turned my back on you, i didn't have a choice. maybe i was weak, a bit fragile, definitely smitten with a dazzling dream. we should have kept it the two of us, baby... who would have thought my one time seduction would have destroyed you this way? i blame the booze.
you will never be the one i fell for again and i know it isn't your fault. you couldn't say no, much like myself. i feel guilty at times, i tried to save you. but it's time i kiss your lips and turn away. sure, i'll see you around, and i will ask how you are doing, but i will not interfere. and i will always remember what we had...
i love you baby.... i just love me so much more.....
so this it. this is my goodbye. maybe someday you and i will meet again. i'll tell you 'you look beautiful' and you'll say softly, 'i was...because of you.' i'll ask if you are happy and you will look around nervously, to make sure no one hears your reply. you'll answer me silently and i'll know that it really is over..... i am sorry.
no, there will never be another like you.
no, you will never be the same without me, just as i will think of you daily. part of me will hurt, but the rest of me will burn brighter than ever from just having you in my life.
you did something for me that no one ever could.
I wish I wished you luck
I wish I wished you health
But I don’t really give a fuck
If I don’t have you for myself.....
i hope you spread your wings quickly my eagle, before those get clipped as well....
no, he was right, i don't fit your image. i am not that kind of girl and i never wll be. hell, you aren't even that type. you and i, baby... we were something. the way you kept me up at night, the way you made me laugh and dance or even cry, the way you needed me, the way i needed you..... it was amazing, the things we did together, we made it happen. we were a team, and without you, i am lonely and left standing in the cold, a cigarette dangling from my bright red lips, looking at you from afar. saddened by what is left of you. i would have done anything for you, and in many ways, i did. i gave you my all. but there is nothing i can do now, except stand back with my eyes all misty and think of the way it used to be.
the nights we carried on til almost dawn, your whiskey passing my lips. you knew my weakness all too well...
you can never go back.... they bandaged your wounds and tried to hide the flaws. a little bit here and there. in my heart, i still see you for what you were and what you could have been. when i see you now, i don't recognise you. stark white and cold, empty and lifeless, you starfucking poser, it's not you. we always hated those people, they don't understand us and what we stood for. i played off your energy, when you were flying, so was i. when you started to hurt, i did too. everyone saw it.... they watched our rise and fall...
i never turned my back on you, i didn't have a choice. maybe i was weak, a bit fragile, definitely smitten with a dazzling dream. we should have kept it the two of us, baby... who would have thought my one time seduction would have destroyed you this way? i blame the booze.
you will never be the one i fell for again and i know it isn't your fault. you couldn't say no, much like myself. i feel guilty at times, i tried to save you. but it's time i kiss your lips and turn away. sure, i'll see you around, and i will ask how you are doing, but i will not interfere. and i will always remember what we had...
i love you baby.... i just love me so much more.....
so this it. this is my goodbye. maybe someday you and i will meet again. i'll tell you 'you look beautiful' and you'll say softly, 'i was...because of you.' i'll ask if you are happy and you will look around nervously, to make sure no one hears your reply. you'll answer me silently and i'll know that it really is over..... i am sorry.
no, there will never be another like you.
no, you will never be the same without me, just as i will think of you daily. part of me will hurt, but the rest of me will burn brighter than ever from just having you in my life.
you did something for me that no one ever could.
I wish I wished you luck
I wish I wished you health
But I don’t really give a fuck
If I don’t have you for myself.....
i hope you spread your wings quickly my eagle, before those get clipped as well....