Dec 22, 2005 21:35
I feel...
- somewhat silly about my daily essay entries. I don't want to seem pretentious but I do feel like I have things to say. Here is an example of me feeling badly for taking a stance on things. It's mostly just that I need to vent what's in my head and a conversation with my family doesn't really seem the place to do it. I might ask myself what it means when I can't discuss these things with my family, but that might be for later.
- like I don't express my actual feelings enough. I can sit here and write essays but sometimes when it really comes down to real sentimental issues I just can't do it. There's something that prevents it though, fear of crossing boundaries or something. I'm not sure, but I'd like to get better at it.
- sleepy...