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Hope sucks. Stupid language majors and their bilingual dating requirements.
On a different note, some things went down on Wednesday at 80's night and I feel about one thousand times better. I actually feel ready to date again. That's big for me. Maybe I had to hit bottom before I could come back at all. Only thing is that now I'm not feeling so jaded and completely broken there's more potential to be broken again, to go through that pain again and i suppose i got a very small smakeral of what that feels like again tonight.
I still have readings to do so I suppose I should go do that. So unmotivated.
On a different note, some things went down on Wednesday at 80's night and I feel about one thousand times better. I actually feel ready to date again. That's big for me. Maybe I had to hit bottom before I could come back at all. Only thing is that now I'm not feeling so jaded and completely broken there's more potential to be broken again, to go through that pain again and i suppose i got a very small smakeral of what that feels like again tonight.
I still have readings to do so I suppose I should go do that. So unmotivated.