Writer's Block, for real this time
I feel like I have the biggest writer's block of my life (did that even make sense?)!!! I mean, I can write college and cancer essays,read chemistry, economics, and the kite runner, go to Master Minds meetings and answer trivial questions, and so many other things that don't sound important (not even to me), but I can't write for ONE challenge? That's bullshit! I can't believe myself! It's just lame that I can't come up with a bright idea for the challenge that I've been waiting for since June. I mean, really, the day the challenge was open for (I call it) registration, I signed up right away and got my prompts a few days after. And on the last challenge, I turned in my story with so much time to spare, but that was during my Christmas vacation and I didn't have anything to do. But now I have school. Damn it.
Summer Solstice
Shoveling Snow
Four words make me have an inner panic attack, for God's sake! I'm stuck in a rut between the manga and the 1st anime. I have to do one or the other, and I'm more inclined to do the manga version when it involves snow. When it involves any other season, 1st anime is the indicated subject. But now I want to reverse that. It sucks. I have 3 ideas, but none of them flow. I want to ask for help, but I've been putting it off and putting it off for so long, that now I'm down to only 3 days of writing time, but tomorrow I have homework for Friday, Friday I have to go to the football game because I'm in student council, and we MUST go, and I need to do volunteer hours, to add them to my collection (because my 80 hours don't count for stupid National Honors Society and i have to do 60 for this school year [the teacher must think I have nothing to do]). That leaves Saturday and part of Sunday. But I have to finish on Saturday to send it to my beta, who will be very pissed (I think) for sending it a day before it's due. I don't want for her to be mad. X( I have so much shit to take care of that I can't do everything! I have the summary, I have the title, I have the ideas, but I need something solid. Plus I need to keep Ed & Winry in character, note my grammar, and all that criteria that is required. I really need help!!!! Somebody hear my cry of need!!! PLEASE!!! I need some guidance, advice, I don't know! Something to help me with this! I'm not in my right mind right now, so I can't think straight thanks to economics. But I know someone's out there!! Help me, like now!!!