Angst
So, this is it. Only about an hour and a half seperate me from my last final of the year (Biopsych.) I know I could have studied harder, but honestly, at this point, I don't care. I just want it to be over and done with. And then it'll be summer! But, I just don't feel that giddy delight that I've felt every other year around this time.
I just can't believe freshman year is almost over. Evem though I experienced and did so very much in the past nine months, it feels like I just got here; I can't believe I'm going to have to leave again soon. And going home will be nice cos I'll be able to see my family and my boyfriend and my friends from high school, and I'll have a paying job for the summer, and no school work and much less responsibility... but at the same time, I'm going to have less freedom, too; less autonomy. And I won't be able to see the friends I've gotten really close to this past year. I hope they don't forget about me. :-/
Yesterday was a pretty good day. I took my Philosophy final, which I think went pretty well, then went downtown with nekokoban to go to Uwajimaya's for the procurement of swag. I now have Salty Dog IV, plum-flavored gum, fancy strawberry pocky, gyoza, and a few other shinies in my possession. Also, the best dried apricots evar. Umai!
Last night was fun too, or should have been; all 5 of us wound up being home and hanging out together, which is unusual, plus zinjadu, coramegan, and sigelphoenix wound up coming over. But I spent most of it depressed and mopey for a lot of (stupid) reasons. I'm sorry 'bout that, guys.
Also, for those of you on my flist who follow the show and haven't heard yet, Mushishi 21 is out subbed! I haven't watched it yet, but hey, it's Mushishi! For the win!
So today, I've just got to get through my last final, and then much fun will be had: Lunch and X-Men 3 with coramegan and nekokoban, then dinner with friends and nekokoban's parents at the Cheesecake Factory. Win!
I just can't believe freshman year is almost over. Evem though I experienced and did so very much in the past nine months, it feels like I just got here; I can't believe I'm going to have to leave again soon. And going home will be nice cos I'll be able to see my family and my boyfriend and my friends from high school, and I'll have a paying job for the summer, and no school work and much less responsibility... but at the same time, I'm going to have less freedom, too; less autonomy. And I won't be able to see the friends I've gotten really close to this past year. I hope they don't forget about me. :-/
Yesterday was a pretty good day. I took my Philosophy final, which I think went pretty well, then went downtown with nekokoban to go to Uwajimaya's for the procurement of swag. I now have Salty Dog IV, plum-flavored gum, fancy strawberry pocky, gyoza, and a few other shinies in my possession. Also, the best dried apricots evar. Umai!
Last night was fun too, or should have been; all 5 of us wound up being home and hanging out together, which is unusual, plus zinjadu, coramegan, and sigelphoenix wound up coming over. But I spent most of it depressed and mopey for a lot of (stupid) reasons. I'm sorry 'bout that, guys.
Also, for those of you on my flist who follow the show and haven't heard yet, Mushishi 21 is out subbed! I haven't watched it yet, but hey, it's Mushishi! For the win!
So today, I've just got to get through my last final, and then much fun will be had: Lunch and X-Men 3 with coramegan and nekokoban, then dinner with friends and nekokoban's parents at the Cheesecake Factory. Win!