cause i can't hide these uncried tears no more

[miss_amneris]

I'm nervous about the show.
I don't know if it'll be good.
There. I admitted it.

I'm terrified about Evan going to Parrsboro for the summer.
I don't know if it'll be "out of sight, out of mind" or "absence makes the heart grow fonder"
There. I admitted it.

I'm burnt out.
Work, auditions, rehearsals, maintaining a relationship and having some semblance of a social life is a lot to handle and I'm tired. Wouldn't be so bad if I was really passionate about the show. I'm in a negative rut and I don't know how to get out of it.
There. I admitted it.

I'll go back to my drink now.