Jan 09, 2005 17:59
I don't even remember the last time I made an entry on here. but hmmm...
Still single
Still suck at school
This weekend I went on this Leadership Retreat at Va Beach. It was nice. I got a lot out of it. Read My Xanga Page or My Space for all the details.
Chad thinks I'm mad at him because I wrote "Chad Sucks" on my away message and forgot to take it down for like... 2 days. So he's freakin out, and I can get a hold of him to tell him I'm kidding.
Here is what happened. I've known this kid for 5 years. I've been through the hardest times I will ever bare, with him by my side (all the crap with mom and Zac leaving) So its pretty safe to say. Chad is a non committed person, and the first and last time he said "I love you" to some one, left him. So he's afraid of those 3 words.
So Thursday, as I was leaving to go pack for the retreat I told him I loved him , we had just come out of a deep conversation, and I had to leave. He wouldn't tell me the same back so jokingly I teased him about it and laughed and said it was cool and wrote "Chad Sucks" on my away message and now he thinks I'm mad. Funny Stuff Huh
I'm out
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