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Is it Spring Break yet? I feel like our break was 8 million years ago already. Practice has been kind of tough lately and I could really deal with Paige not riding my ass so much. She tries to pick out every little thing I do wrong so she can criticize me in front of everyone. And it's really frustrating me. but I guess it'll pay off in the end. Besides, if I want a chance at captain next year, I should get used to it being difficult, right?
I can't really remember much of what I did this past week, it's all kind of a blur maybe because it's been the most confusing, frustrating week ever. And I'm a bad person. And I am so dumb that I put myself in the position that if I don't hurt one person, I'm going to hurt someone else. I need to follow my heart, that's what I keep trying to tell myself. It's just that I feel like something's missing now. It makes me nauseated, but I do and I don't know how to fix it. I guess that's what happens in old age. I mean, I'm almost the ripe old age of 17. They say your memory is the first to go.
Don't talk to Spinner after he's played an intense game of Monopoly. He gets crabby, especially when it makes him miss the OC.
There's just something about him. We click. Kind of like Spinner and I used to, before things got so messed up. Which was mostly my fault, I'll admit. But I trust him, even though I'm not sure that I should.
Lucky is telling me that it's time for bed. Like I really sleep anymore. Tomorrow's FRIDAY! :)
I can't really remember much of what I did this past week, it's all kind of a blur maybe because it's been the most confusing, frustrating week ever. And I'm a bad person. And I am so dumb that I put myself in the position that if I don't hurt one person, I'm going to hurt someone else. I need to follow my heart, that's what I keep trying to tell myself. It's just that I feel like something's missing now. It makes me nauseated, but I do and I don't know how to fix it. I guess that's what happens in old age. I mean, I'm almost the ripe old age of 17. They say your memory is the first to go.
Don't talk to Spinner after he's played an intense game of Monopoly. He gets crabby, especially when it makes him miss the OC.
There's just something about him. We click. Kind of like Spinner and I used to, before things got so messed up. Which was mostly my fault, I'll admit. But I trust him, even though I'm not sure that I should.
Lucky is telling me that it's time for bed. Like I really sleep anymore. Tomorrow's FRIDAY! :)