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I got to see my friends today. well... victor,rachele,and eddy. it was a good day. driving is way fuckin scary. :/
eddy...
wow.
it sucks how he makes me feel.
actully it doesn't. he makes me laugh smile...everything. he's amazing. words can't even describe how I feel about him. it sucks though...nothing is ever going to happen.I guess I'm fine with that.I mean I love him as a friend. and I know nothing is going to happen. so at least I have our friendship. he really means the world to me.he will never know how exactly I feel about him. I think that's a good thing. I guess.everytime I see him my feelings for him get stronger. FUUUUCK. but I try not to let it ruin our friendship.
eddy...
wow.
it sucks how he makes me feel.
actully it doesn't. he makes me laugh smile...everything. he's amazing. words can't even describe how I feel about him. it sucks though...nothing is ever going to happen.I guess I'm fine with that.I mean I love him as a friend. and I know nothing is going to happen. so at least I have our friendship. he really means the world to me.he will never know how exactly I feel about him. I think that's a good thing. I guess.everytime I see him my feelings for him get stronger. FUUUUCK. but I try not to let it ruin our friendship.