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i guess i knew that it was a stretch for me to be happy forever. well, it still hurts. i was, like shaking with.. jus general bad feeling all afternoon. i thought i was going to be sick. but i forced myself into my work and.. i over came it. but i still feel like shit, and look like it. but i know that i'm always going to battle with this. and i'm always going to lose..
that is, until i say enough is enough. that's gonna take a hella lot more strength than i have right now.
sigh.
♥
ps.. the psat was ass. i had to pee the whole time up to the point i was about to die the last 55 minutes of the damn thing. and it was so. fucking. cold. in there.. i hate the gd new building. it's like an igloo. gah.
love.
that is, until i say enough is enough. that's gonna take a hella lot more strength than i have right now.
sigh.
♥
ps.. the psat was ass. i had to pee the whole time up to the point i was about to die the last 55 minutes of the damn thing. and it was so. fucking. cold. in there.. i hate the gd new building. it's like an igloo. gah.
love.