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The problem with writing regularly is that the only time you feel like writing in lj is when your feeling cut off. In actually fact things could be going swimmingly in general but your livejournal acts as a big look at the emo sign.
The problem with being friends first is you've bitched with all his other friends about his psycho taste in women then you turn around one day and you are that psycho. You remember thinking he deserved better and it goes downhill from there. I'm not sure if its a girl thing to not deal well with the space (boy?) thing, or just my issue. Doesn't really matter I guess, either way I'm the one who has to get over it/herself/the past. If being there means not being there its a lesson I can learn...eventually...
I think the key is learning to do my own stuff while I'm crossing my fingers that he will feel better - it does make typing slower.
In my good news, I'm writing more now I have my laptop, Medusa.
I'm thinking of going the way of the teacher; and
The above mentioned angst seems to have very little connection to long-term reality.
The problem with being friends first is you've bitched with all his other friends about his psycho taste in women then you turn around one day and you are that psycho. You remember thinking he deserved better and it goes downhill from there. I'm not sure if its a girl thing to not deal well with the space (boy?) thing, or just my issue. Doesn't really matter I guess, either way I'm the one who has to get over it/herself/the past. If being there means not being there its a lesson I can learn...eventually...
I think the key is learning to do my own stuff while I'm crossing my fingers that he will feel better - it does make typing slower.
In my good news, I'm writing more now I have my laptop, Medusa.
I'm thinking of going the way of the teacher; and
The above mentioned angst seems to have very little connection to long-term reality.