Mar 06, 2005 23:23
Everyone check out this band www.thepartyofhelicopters.com ... I dunno, I like them, unique sound. I thought I should update everyone on my life, if anyone cares. I had a little house fire a few days ago, really scarey, must have been caused by a shitty lighter, I used it and thats it, I wasn't being a pyro and lighting stuff. It was scarey, Al and I were freaking out, throwing water at it then I realized I needed to throw a blanket over it. It melted a lot of stuff :-\ nothing too important, including the booklet I was sopposed to study for my big Johnny Rockets test!! =-o Oh well, it's not like they would fire me if I failed. I want to say sorry to everyone who went to our show yesterday, I'm sorry, if I could afford to give everyone thier money back I would, but hey, you guys got to see Adeline's Hero and they rock. I was getting mad at everyone who was telling me it wasn't a big deal to get there early, but now that I think about it, we were just an hour late, Randy's a dick for scratching us off the set list just because we arrived a little late. We were playing around 11:30ish anyway, so it shouldnt have mattered. I don't think we'll be playing there for a while, they're dicks. Well, we have more shows coming up so check our website www.theexpired.com We have new song too so you all must go! I can't wait to take film studies next year and make a movie, I have so many ideas, all which involve extreme gore. Ive decided nothing would make me happier than to become a low budget, b film, gore movie film maker. It would make me proud if all my movies would get banned from all major movie theatres and only got played in like, broken down little theatres to a crowd of ten people who are just as wacked out to see severed limbs and heads explode as I am...I need help haha. We've decided to practice more I guess, which is hard and unrealistic because three out of four of us work now. Who knows whatll happen but I hope we don't go a long time without making new songs just because I don't have any ideas right now. I mean, Ive written 6 out of the 9 songs we have, so I'm going to hold back for a while and see what happens. Also, I should stop calling everyone for practice all the time because it shouldnt always be me calling everyone to set up practice. It'll be a sort of experiment, see if they really are determined to practice more. Also, I shouldn't have to be the one to make sure everyone has rides to shows, I mean, I drive myself now, it's not my problem, and pretty much all the equipment can fit in my car so thats even taken care of so it's retarded to have to make sure everyone has rides beforehand. Like yesterday, I just assumed everyone had the rides situation taken care of, then I contact everyone and it was this big jumble to find rides. Not my problem anymore. I miss the simplicity of childhood, I wish I was like, five again, maybe I could of planned my future a little better knowing what I know now, haha. My life is going to go downhill and I'm not motivated enough to make something of it, so I think I'm going to just end it as soon as I get my hands on a gun, I wanna go out in style, with the spatter of my blood on my wall dripping down over my last words written in candle wax, I think it'll look pretty badass. Of course I'm just kidding, American apathy is bad enough as it is, like these kids have it off so bad. So many people I know have either eating disorders or depression or they cut themselves because thier lifes are so bad. Either thier dad is an alcoholic (oh boo hoo), or they think they're fat and the only way to lose weight is to starve themselves, or they think everyone at school hates them and no one pays attention to them. If you think no one cares then why do you purposely wear short sleave shirts to show off your scars? Yea, I went there.