hoisht...
ano bang sabi ng mga baraha?
Bagong taon na!!!
Ngayong bagong taon... ngayong mas matanda nako...
ngayong marami na akong pinagdaanan, ngayong nadanasan ko ng buhatin ang mabigat na mundo...
ngayon naman ako babawi...
sa aing sarili
sa aking pamilya
sa aking buhay
sa aking mga kaibigan
sa aking nakaligtaan
wow. 2006 was hell of a year for me.
and still, i have a big hangover but no worries
i'll be fine.
2006 was a year of trials in my life.
Mostly... wrong decisions were made
and i feel this is the time to correct them
and to frickin straighten up my life
I feel like I am looking from the outside and just staring at what my life was before.
what a big frustration
but the new year is here
and hence all the chemical imbalances and medical support for incompetence, i am
i am better now
and i am just grateful for it.
so, here i am,
my armor, shield and weapons are ready once more
but this time i fight wisely.
i fight because i need to survive
and because i am fighting for myself and for my mother, and my family
one thing i've learned also is that...
you.
every each of us in this world belongs to a perfect place
fits perfectly without question to something
and i believe that it is family
because whatever happens
your family, even how disfunctional or imperfect it may seem...
you are they're own, so love them dearly
because they're beautiful and ugly at the same time
and when you turn your back from them
you will only find out in the end that they are still there behind you
and will forever be
and to dreams! and to perfect love most especially in dreams
i live for that
i live for that perfection only the heart can feel and describe
and for loving in silence
and for eternal love that burns inside of me
and for that no one that i will forever belong to
thank you
Welcome 2 0 0 7
happy New year to all.
And cheers to my new short hair!
Bagong taon na!!!
Ngayong bagong taon... ngayong mas matanda nako...
ngayong marami na akong pinagdaanan, ngayong nadanasan ko ng buhatin ang mabigat na mundo...
ngayon naman ako babawi...
sa aing sarili
sa aking pamilya
sa aking buhay
sa aking mga kaibigan
sa aking nakaligtaan
wow. 2006 was hell of a year for me.
and still, i have a big hangover but no worries
i'll be fine.
2006 was a year of trials in my life.
Mostly... wrong decisions were made
and i feel this is the time to correct them
and to frickin straighten up my life
I feel like I am looking from the outside and just staring at what my life was before.
what a big frustration
but the new year is here
and hence all the chemical imbalances and medical support for incompetence, i am
i am better now
and i am just grateful for it.
so, here i am,
my armor, shield and weapons are ready once more
but this time i fight wisely.
i fight because i need to survive
and because i am fighting for myself and for my mother, and my family
one thing i've learned also is that...
you.
every each of us in this world belongs to a perfect place
fits perfectly without question to something
and i believe that it is family
because whatever happens
your family, even how disfunctional or imperfect it may seem...
you are they're own, so love them dearly
because they're beautiful and ugly at the same time
and when you turn your back from them
you will only find out in the end that they are still there behind you
and will forever be
and to dreams! and to perfect love most especially in dreams
i live for that
i live for that perfection only the heart can feel and describe
and for loving in silence
and for eternal love that burns inside of me
and for that no one that i will forever belong to
thank you
Welcome 2 0 0 7
happy New year to all.
And cheers to my new short hair!