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[misokisaragi]

all of my senses are turning away and all that i touch is just turning to waste
i mark indifference in various ways, all of my senses have gone out to play
tongue tied and twisted
my eyes wouldn't blink
decisions were made for me
i couldn't think
tattered old heros were saving my grace but i lost my senses
i don't wanna touch, taste, feel
i don't wanna touch, taste, feel
i don't wanna touch, taste, feel
i don't wanna touch, taste, feel
all gone to waste
a stranger in my hat, under my skin
my hair is a welcome mat
now it begins
it splits and divides, feeds on itself
i lost my senses
i don't want your help
don't want your help
all my pretenses collectively face
the left hand of decency patiently waits through an unbearable show of restraint
my ears won't play
my eyes couldn't paint
tongue tied and twisted
my eyes wouldn't blink
decisions were made for me
i couldn't think
i thought my friends were just saving my place
but i lost my sense and i lost my friends
sustained and ... I can't hear for listening
pride and joy ... never ... thinking
all going to waste