I guess this is where I stay...
I've been searching around the net, looking to see if there is something better than Livejournal.com. I didn't really like blogger, because I just...didn't...and then xanga.com was insanely complicated...opendiary.com was made by those kids on the playground that are like Switzerland- their policy is never to offend. Also, they tried to make me sign up for free jelly beans and a music club before I got to write anything. Livejournal is the best thing I have found so far...here is where I stay.
I don't understand how people could graduate high school and not do anything with their lives. These past two days have driven me completely insane...I mean, more insane than I already am...I wish I was at work even...I am sure that I could find something to do...but the thing is, I think that there is something wrong with me.
I feel sick. Like, headachey and have no energy and no ambition and I think my glands are swollen. It had better be the weather causing this...and the weather had better change soon! I need sunshine before I perish.
Well, tonight the Real World is on and I think that tomorrow is supposed to be warmer...and sunnier. The birds are chirping outside and that makes me feel better. I think maybe I just need a hug...or an ice cream cone from Marion's or something. Anyway. I have to do something tomorrow and Thursday...there is no possible way I can spend any more days like I have spent yesterday and today...which makes me feel good...I am not a complete loser...because if I was enjoying being so completely useless...I would worry.
Anyway, tomorrow ought to be nicer. I think that perhaps I will clean out my car and my closet? Maybe if there is sun, I can try to get some...lol. Thursday night, I think that there might be a show at Jamestown Hall. Joe F. wants me to go...maybe Nick and Josh will go with me. Friday, my mother suggested we go yard saleing in the morning and then in the afternoon, it should be nice again...maybe I'll find something to do with someone sometime or somewhere...then saturday I have to work and sunday I don't and Monday I do and then Tuesday, the Real World will be on....hahaMi
I don't understand how people could graduate high school and not do anything with their lives. These past two days have driven me completely insane...I mean, more insane than I already am...I wish I was at work even...I am sure that I could find something to do...but the thing is, I think that there is something wrong with me.
I feel sick. Like, headachey and have no energy and no ambition and I think my glands are swollen. It had better be the weather causing this...and the weather had better change soon! I need sunshine before I perish.
Well, tonight the Real World is on and I think that tomorrow is supposed to be warmer...and sunnier. The birds are chirping outside and that makes me feel better. I think maybe I just need a hug...or an ice cream cone from Marion's or something. Anyway. I have to do something tomorrow and Thursday...there is no possible way I can spend any more days like I have spent yesterday and today...which makes me feel good...I am not a complete loser...because if I was enjoying being so completely useless...I would worry.
Anyway, tomorrow ought to be nicer. I think that perhaps I will clean out my car and my closet? Maybe if there is sun, I can try to get some...lol. Thursday night, I think that there might be a show at Jamestown Hall. Joe F. wants me to go...maybe Nick and Josh will go with me. Friday, my mother suggested we go yard saleing in the morning and then in the afternoon, it should be nice again...maybe I'll find something to do with someone sometime or somewhere...then saturday I have to work and sunday I don't and Monday I do and then Tuesday, the Real World will be on....hahaMi