And the rest of the story...
I went to see Shrek 2 with Sarah, Alecia, BethAnne, Ross, Monica, Chandler and...no...just kidding...BethAnne, Ross, Monica and Pete. I was pleased, because the sequel was as good as the first...how rare. Antonio Bandaras was the best new addition. Josh Cleese was really funny too. Go see it.
After that, I went with Monica (still all disgusting and nasty from work) to her friend Tom's house, which was in the boonies of AuGres. I wasn't amused at the way I felt...yucky. I met her friends and didn't like many. I liked Jay and his brother...I could go on about these people for a long time, but just don't have the energy or motivation.
I came home...ate spaghetti at 2 am and went to bed.
Woke up, took a shower (aaahhh) went to church. Kevin spoke today, cause my daddy isn't here. The sermon rocked and I wish that Nick and Josh could have been there to see it, because they would have liked it. Well, except Nick when Kevin referenced against philosophy in the Bible. Haha.
I came home and waited around for Josh to call to see if we were gonna be able to do something and he couldn't...so then I had to decide if I was gonna go to my cousin's birthday party...I didn't. I knew that I would just be really cranky and snappy. There would be a lot of loud children there that don't like me (or at least it doesn't seem like that) and I feel like I annoy everyone on that side of the family and that no one likes me. I used to feel a kinship, but it is gone. I can't do anything right for them. I stayed home and slept a very light, long sleep. It was really light. My brother kept waking me up for various reasons, but then I just couldn't get comfy...
I didn't really think that Josh was gonna be able to hang out, so I didn't really plan on it...I planned on doing what I am doing right now, however...I also planned to sleep like a rock...how plans never really go the way we want them to....haha
So, now I am just rockin it alone...there is spaghetti in the refridgerator...oo, I can watch Show Me Love...maybe. Eh...I dunno. haha
I don't know what I ought to think about Josh. I am quite sure that he didn't just use a trumpet and baccalaureate to blow me off...because he's not really like that. Honestly, no matter what I do or say concerning him...it's not the right thing. <---- saying that right there: will not be the right thing...I can guarantee you.
After that, I went with Monica (still all disgusting and nasty from work) to her friend Tom's house, which was in the boonies of AuGres. I wasn't amused at the way I felt...yucky. I met her friends and didn't like many. I liked Jay and his brother...I could go on about these people for a long time, but just don't have the energy or motivation.
I came home...ate spaghetti at 2 am and went to bed.
Woke up, took a shower (aaahhh) went to church. Kevin spoke today, cause my daddy isn't here. The sermon rocked and I wish that Nick and Josh could have been there to see it, because they would have liked it. Well, except Nick when Kevin referenced against philosophy in the Bible. Haha.
I came home and waited around for Josh to call to see if we were gonna be able to do something and he couldn't...so then I had to decide if I was gonna go to my cousin's birthday party...I didn't. I knew that I would just be really cranky and snappy. There would be a lot of loud children there that don't like me (or at least it doesn't seem like that) and I feel like I annoy everyone on that side of the family and that no one likes me. I used to feel a kinship, but it is gone. I can't do anything right for them. I stayed home and slept a very light, long sleep. It was really light. My brother kept waking me up for various reasons, but then I just couldn't get comfy...
I didn't really think that Josh was gonna be able to hang out, so I didn't really plan on it...I planned on doing what I am doing right now, however...I also planned to sleep like a rock...how plans never really go the way we want them to....haha
So, now I am just rockin it alone...there is spaghetti in the refridgerator...oo, I can watch Show Me Love...maybe. Eh...I dunno. haha
I don't know what I ought to think about Josh. I am quite sure that he didn't just use a trumpet and baccalaureate to blow me off...because he's not really like that. Honestly, no matter what I do or say concerning him...it's not the right thing. <---- saying that right there: will not be the right thing...I can guarantee you.