I can't sleep...
I can't sleep...I was thinking about Josh and the situation that I am not supposed to worry about, I mean...what do I expect him to do? He said he just wanted to be friends right now and that is what he is doing. I mean, I like him as more than a friend, but I wouldn't want to...well, I really have no clue. I'd hate to read what I wrote earlier. I'd say "WHY DID I FREAKING SAY THAT?" a million times.
It was fun tonight. We went to the Red Eye and ate in the KFC/A&W parking lot. I saw a painting at the Red Eye that I want...a lot. But I don't have $300 dollars and if I did, I would probably buy an iPod, or a dvd player, instead of a piece of art, however awesome it might be.
The Red Eye was the coolest thing. It's prolly not a big deal to a lot of people, but to me it was. There is nothing like that up here and I've always wanted to run a place like that. It's perfect. I always think about what I would change in the Legacy. I would make it like the Red Eye. Technically, a red eye is a cup of coffee with a shot of espresso in it. AKA "a shot in the dark".
I took some pictures while we were there and it felt so good. I doubt that they'll turn out well, cause it was kinda dark and that made me use a really slow shutter speed, meaning I had to hold the camera really still and since I didn't have my tripod, I prolly didn't accomplish that...except for the one that I took with the camera sitting on the table.
There was an awesome cat in the Red Eye, like the one at Lee's Garden. I want a cat like that for my room so badly...I think that would rock waffles.
I felt really terrible tonight. We were talking about something and I just felt so bad, but at the same time, I couldn't feel as bad as I wanted to. Kinda like, it was something I did when I was younger and stupid and didn't know any better....and now, if I was the same way, I should feel bad, but I am not, so I can't, but I feel bad about the past.
I feel like I have so much more to type, But nothing is coming to me...which is probably a good thing.
It was fun tonight. We went to the Red Eye and ate in the KFC/A&W parking lot. I saw a painting at the Red Eye that I want...a lot. But I don't have $300 dollars and if I did, I would probably buy an iPod, or a dvd player, instead of a piece of art, however awesome it might be.
The Red Eye was the coolest thing. It's prolly not a big deal to a lot of people, but to me it was. There is nothing like that up here and I've always wanted to run a place like that. It's perfect. I always think about what I would change in the Legacy. I would make it like the Red Eye. Technically, a red eye is a cup of coffee with a shot of espresso in it. AKA "a shot in the dark".
I took some pictures while we were there and it felt so good. I doubt that they'll turn out well, cause it was kinda dark and that made me use a really slow shutter speed, meaning I had to hold the camera really still and since I didn't have my tripod, I prolly didn't accomplish that...except for the one that I took with the camera sitting on the table.
There was an awesome cat in the Red Eye, like the one at Lee's Garden. I want a cat like that for my room so badly...I think that would rock waffles.
I felt really terrible tonight. We were talking about something and I just felt so bad, but at the same time, I couldn't feel as bad as I wanted to. Kinda like, it was something I did when I was younger and stupid and didn't know any better....and now, if I was the same way, I should feel bad, but I am not, so I can't, but I feel bad about the past.
I feel like I have so much more to type, But nothing is coming to me...which is probably a good thing.