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i fucking hate my brother
my computer is now so fucking slow from all the porn he looks at

and he signed me off aim when I apparently had "5 messages or something" and then signed on his name therefore losing my messages

whatever

and now he says he's not going to take me back up to dallas since I'm being such a big bitch

yeah well i have reason
everything that happened yesterday just now hit me in a wave of hate and annoyance

oh yeah and yesterday
i was stood up

after i took the initiative to attempt a relationship
got over fears
and got excited

i got shot down

good times.