Right!? I'm way scared cause I heard this is the one in the chest. But the wikipedia thing has it going anywhere so maybe not? But it seems SO much more involved and deeper so ugh! Every time I think I go through the worst, something else comes up I gotta do. And when I worrypanic everyones like OH YOU BUILD THINGS UP MORE IN YOUR IMAGINATION, IT WON'T BE THAT BAD. And its not. Its always fucking worse. So my bodys broken and apparently my imagination is as well.
The spinal tap came back saying I was negative on every other disease in the world but was full of lyme.
The insurance actually approved this but now I gotta wait on the IV people to approve this and then hear back from people in radiology cause they might have to put it in there?
I gotta do it though cause I'm having neurological problems. If it weren't for that I'd be like FUCK IT. I'M GETTING OFF THIS TRAIN NOW AND I'LL JUST DEAL WITH PAIN AND WEAKNESS AND HEADACHES THAT MAKE ME VOMIT FOREVER. CAUSE I CAN'T HANDLE ANY MORE OF THE 'TREATMENTS'.
You should be online more, we need to bitch about disabilities together.
The spinal tap came back saying I was negative on every other disease in the world but was full of lyme.
The insurance actually approved this but now I gotta wait on the IV people to approve this and then hear back from people in radiology cause they might have to put it in there?
I gotta do it though cause I'm having neurological problems. If it weren't for that I'd be like FUCK IT. I'M GETTING OFF THIS TRAIN NOW AND I'LL JUST DEAL WITH PAIN AND WEAKNESS AND HEADACHES THAT MAKE ME VOMIT FOREVER. CAUSE I CAN'T HANDLE ANY MORE OF THE 'TREATMENTS'.
You should be online more, we need to bitch about disabilities together.
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