Lack of direction is best served with a tall glass of angst
It's been quite a ride lately.
I'm really starting to drive a lot now and I'm good when it's during the day and I know what I'm doing... And then there's the whole night driving thing. Not too keen on that just yet. I've also discovered that I'm somewhat of a closet road rager. If that makes any sense.
Everytime I hear the words "tri-county" I feel like I'm going to be sick. That's a lot of shit that I really just don't want to deal with... ever. It was so bad though, I almost made it home after getting an hour of driving in and then I broke down on my dad. I just started talking and I dunno when it happened but all of a sudden I found myself saying stuff that I havn't been (and wasn't really planning to) saying to anyone.
Besides that nonsense, I can't seem to get myself motivated to do anything. I love the book that Sam got me (The Dante Club) but I never really want to read it. And I feel really crafty and then when I'm all ready to go, I'm not into it anymore. It's like I've lost all my steam.
Like not even a month ago I was all on top of the world with knitting club starting and guard being all amazing. I miss that feeling. I want to feel more like that. I see everyone else now being all cool and creative and going places... and I feel very left behind.
Okay, I need sleep. Tata.
P.S. Sara, bring me those shirts on Monday or I'll be forced to...... do un... nice things to you.
P.P.S. Shut up, I'm tired.
I'm really starting to drive a lot now and I'm good when it's during the day and I know what I'm doing... And then there's the whole night driving thing. Not too keen on that just yet. I've also discovered that I'm somewhat of a closet road rager. If that makes any sense.
Everytime I hear the words "tri-county" I feel like I'm going to be sick. That's a lot of shit that I really just don't want to deal with... ever. It was so bad though, I almost made it home after getting an hour of driving in and then I broke down on my dad. I just started talking and I dunno when it happened but all of a sudden I found myself saying stuff that I havn't been (and wasn't really planning to) saying to anyone.
Besides that nonsense, I can't seem to get myself motivated to do anything. I love the book that Sam got me (The Dante Club) but I never really want to read it. And I feel really crafty and then when I'm all ready to go, I'm not into it anymore. It's like I've lost all my steam.
Like not even a month ago I was all on top of the world with knitting club starting and guard being all amazing. I miss that feeling. I want to feel more like that. I see everyone else now being all cool and creative and going places... and I feel very left behind.
Okay, I need sleep. Tata.
P.S. Sara, bring me those shirts on Monday or I'll be forced to...... do un... nice things to you.
P.P.S. Shut up, I'm tired.