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i was on the phone with eric again tonight... things are chill now ... i itnhk its werid but i tihnk he might actually leave to live in cali on the 14th... if hes not leing this time and really going than i think i might feel guilty about stuff... but if he doenst go i really need something to get my mind off him i just cant take him anymore... dont get me wrong i like him still i mean we were together for about a year and very painful, confusing, funny, and watever year but still... nothing too serious... meh whatta gonna do?