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Things are better between us. Today he kissed me on the lips and told me he loved me. It was early in the morning though. Maybe he was just disoriented.
I just threw up. The nausea is awful. The shrink told me to take the anti-nausea medicine consistently not just when I feel nauseaus but I forgot last night and this morning. Only weed helps anyway. And I don't want to be high all the time. Plus, as much as I emphasize how there's no scientific evidence that weed is bad for the baby, it probably is. Luis is already behind. What's Gabriel going to be with all the drinking I did in the first month and all this weed?
All I had was tea. I'm at a tea bar. "working" I slept til noon today. So did Lucio. My mom and mom-in-law bitched me out for that. I know it's not good. Maybe I should just go home and lay down.
I just threw up. The nausea is awful. The shrink told me to take the anti-nausea medicine consistently not just when I feel nauseaus but I forgot last night and this morning. Only weed helps anyway. And I don't want to be high all the time. Plus, as much as I emphasize how there's no scientific evidence that weed is bad for the baby, it probably is. Luis is already behind. What's Gabriel going to be with all the drinking I did in the first month and all this weed?
All I had was tea. I'm at a tea bar. "working" I slept til noon today. So did Lucio. My mom and mom-in-law bitched me out for that. I know it's not good. Maybe I should just go home and lay down.