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[misimperfect]

my weekend sucked...i deleted a previous post because i have decided that i don't feel like talking about my relationship on here, but basically i don't have a clue what is going on

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[whenheavenbrns]

ahh i know exactly what you are going through hun.. Pretty much the same situation me and Trey are at right now.. except everyone hates my ex.. :o\

<3

[misimperfect]

yea...i think i have decided to go to a doctor and deal with my anxiety/jealousy/insecurity issues. i think even if me and rob don't end up together i need to fix myself. i haven't ever worried about it in the past because i never actually cared when any of my relationships were over, but to know i just lost someone i truly love and it was pretty much all my fault (he does his his own set of issues too, but i basically pushed him away by constantly accusing him of shit) i need to do something to make sure this doesn't happen again in the future to me. I think i am going to make the call today. hopefully they can put me in some intensive therapy that will get to the bottom of why i think the world is out to get me.

[kandeeglowgrl]

I hope you get everything worked out hun.. I know I'm going through the same thing with my bf.. we've been together 4 yrs and were always argueing cuz i am so insecure with my life.. how can i work it out with him? im not really jealous but i have anxiety and i am CONSTANTLY second guessing myself.. as you are.

i always had trouble finding a doctor who would help me or i had problems telling them what i was dealing with. he tried giving me sleeping pills at one point, i was on zoloft.. and paxil.

blaah. they all think you want drugs lol
you definately should go try and talk to someone and get on some meds.. take care of yourself first and then you should be fine and work everything out with Rob

[misimperfect]

yea, who knows what will happen with him, i really just need to get my own sanity worked out before i deal with another person also.

[kandeeglowgrl]

well I wish the best for you guys <3

I know what its like to have your heart broken in two, although I'm young.. trust me. I know lol

[misimperfect]

haha thanks...it's pretty sad that the first time i REALLY got my heart broken (which i have thought it was in the past, but that was nothing compared to this) i was 27 years old.