Jun 21, 2006 02:35
To me it hardly even seems worth mentioning that the emperor has no clothes.
For future reference, months of unstated suspicions and innuendo between two people is far worse than a one vicious gangbang, in the same way that losing a limb to leprosy would be far worse than having it ripped off by wolves.
And everyone just smiles and shrugs. I had my first real relationship when I was 21. I’m feeling something most heterosexuals (and brave/horny homosexuals) experience at the age of 16. I feel every understanding grin and look is people judging me as if I’m the princess trying to cope with the pea.
I believe that all beings are created with the knowledge to differentiate between right and wrong. I believe that the line between good and evil doesn’t separate human beings into different categories; it runs through every one of us, and every moment is a choice: heal or destroy.
Every moment is a chance to choose either freedom or captivity. Every moment.
That being said, taking advice is easier than giving it. Too much these days I feel like I’m playing the role of the Radish in a kindergarten play.
This whole situation caught me off guard, with one foot off the merry-go-round, and all I want is to let it all go, and laugh and get back on.