. . . we all need something to hide behind sometimes, eh? alcohol, drugs . . . lies, denying ourselves of our true feelings or thoughts. . . everybody does it. its just with things like alcohol that people get caught easier, cause when you drink, you don't have the ability to hide anything any more. or something. this isn't one of my best constructed theories.
my best high school friends did very different things when we graduated. i'd say childhood best friends, but i didn't have any to speak of. one of them took off for thunder bay and has moved there permanently, but the other two actually moved to london at the same time i did. one of those two i never see because she's too busy making bad choices and burying herself into . . . who knows what. and the other tried to tell me that i tried to make out with him when i was drunk at the music formal, even though A: i remember everything up until some time after he left, and B: it was a really jerkish thing of him to do, considering things in our past.
however, since leaving high school i have found the most amazing friends i have ever had. . . people who love me, and like being around me, and surpass any expectations i ever thought i could have in terms of friendship.
i guess the moral is: the people i loved in high school, i will always have the memories of them and know that they helped me get through that part of my life. . . but even if it doesn't feel like it right away, good things are yet to come. i promise you that good things are going to come to you, because you deserve them, more than a lot of people do.
i hope any of that made sense . . . i'm tired, and i've been reading "Pride and Prejudice" all day.
also:
you are so very wanted in london!! i want to see you. even if i pretend not to recognize you. come to western . . . doooooo it :)
Don't appoligise, I like it long. I've made a ton of friends in University too, people I love and trust more than anything. It's not the friends I'm mourning, but what was my youth. Thanks for posting a ton, you guys are all wicked friends. Getting long replies gives me jollies. Yes, I will come visit London this year. :)
my best high school friends did very different things when we graduated. i'd say childhood best friends, but i didn't have any to speak of. one of them took off for thunder bay and has moved there permanently, but the other two actually moved to london at the same time i did. one of those two i never see because she's too busy making bad choices and burying herself into . . . who knows what. and the other tried to tell me that i tried to make out with him when i was drunk at the music formal, even though A: i remember everything up until some time after he left, and B: it was a really jerkish thing of him to do, considering things in our past.
however, since leaving high school i have found the most amazing friends i have ever had. . . people who love me, and like being around me, and surpass any expectations i ever thought i could have in terms of friendship.
i guess the moral is: the people i loved in high school, i will always have the memories of them and know that they helped me get through that part of my life. . . but even if it doesn't feel like it right away, good things are yet to come. i promise you that good things are going to come to you, because you deserve them, more than a lot of people do.
i hope any of that made sense . . . i'm tired, and i've been reading "Pride and Prejudice" all day.
also:
you are so very wanted in london!! i want to see you. even if i pretend not to recognize you. come to western . . . doooooo it :)
love you :)
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I've made a ton of friends in University too, people I love and trust more than anything. It's not the friends I'm mourning, but what was my youth. Thanks for posting a ton, you guys are all wicked friends. Getting long replies gives me jollies.
Yes, I will come visit London this year. :)
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