Jan 31, 2007 22:17
Every get a emotion storm? some weird surge of emotions, and body twitches, like a missfire of the brain. I rode one out Anger, rage lust depression all hit me in some fucked up mindstorm, I could stop if I wanted, but I let it out, I screwed my self up into my blankets and twitched and punched the pillow at times, cursed myself too almost 3rd person attack at myself for being so stupid.. then afterwards a serene calm....
I'm a little concerned, it's probably all my bottled up emotions just escaping, so how do a keep it in check without building up like that? or do I just check myself in now and save the headaches later :P... serious though....
it's not the first one either...but it's the first one I've rode out, usually I just take a deep breath and "swallow it up inside".