Crap, it happened again
Damnit. With all my constant "need to enjoy the moment" speeches, I still find myself finishing my 2nd to last semester of college ever (again? hah). Oh hell, who am I kidding. I am having a good time. With all the shit that has been going on these past few months, and all the annoying things that my neighbor does, it really isn't that bad.
Things are looking up. My professor actually was sympathetic about me having a job--I was sure he'd flip out. He even is going to pay for my spring semester fees (saving ~$1200 for me). So that's awesome. He wants me to quit, but I will have the decency to stay on at least past Christmas and such, since I'm not a total douchebag like that.
It's funny really, I do so much more work now that I ever did through undergrad, but I fee like it's really not that bad at all. Maybe because I actually enjoy some of the stuff I'm doing. I talked to Tejash a couple weeks back (other grad student whose work I'm continuing), and he was telling me how he freaking loves his job now and it's really like he doesn't work anymore. I want that so bad you guys don't even know. I want to go to a job and really enjoy and be happy to be there. I don't hate Best Buy, but shit we all know that's not a real "job". That beer supplement money. I want to wake up in the morning and actually WANT to get in the car and drive to work. I don't even care about the money, I just want to be happy for a change.
Ah screw it, I'm being lame again. Anyway. Lots of work to do today.
Things are looking up. My professor actually was sympathetic about me having a job--I was sure he'd flip out. He even is going to pay for my spring semester fees (saving ~$1200 for me). So that's awesome. He wants me to quit, but I will have the decency to stay on at least past Christmas and such, since I'm not a total douchebag like that.
It's funny really, I do so much more work now that I ever did through undergrad, but I fee like it's really not that bad at all. Maybe because I actually enjoy some of the stuff I'm doing. I talked to Tejash a couple weeks back (other grad student whose work I'm continuing), and he was telling me how he freaking loves his job now and it's really like he doesn't work anymore. I want that so bad you guys don't even know. I want to go to a job and really enjoy and be happy to be there. I don't hate Best Buy, but shit we all know that's not a real "job". That beer supplement money. I want to wake up in the morning and actually WANT to get in the car and drive to work. I don't even care about the money, I just want to be happy for a change.
Ah screw it, I'm being lame again. Anyway. Lots of work to do today.