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There are things we don't like about ourselves.
There's always a thing, we want to be perfect! and it's normal, we are humans.
We can't be perfect. But at least we try to feel comfort with ourselves.
Then we always see an imperfection in us, in our Physical, or who knows...
and So, I need to ask help with something about my own,
sounds tragical, it's not really. But it keeps bothering me and my little group.
FINGERNAILS.
Yes,
I ate my fingernails since I'm a little child, (3,4 years or so?) and it's a vice I don't know how to fight with.
I have tried a lot of things, disgusting flavors in the fingernails, painting them.. a lot of different things. I also asked many psychologist what to do about it, everybody tells me different things. I have tried almost all of them.
And why it's a problem?
Well.. I have the ugliest hands ever.
I'm terrified when I have to expose a engagement and I have to show my hands, professors have noticed it.
It's totally terrible when you are making your maquette (model scale) with your partners and you feel all shy because of your hands, and then people is looking at them...
I have fat fingers and little hands which is worst.
I don't like to show my hands... I HATE my hands.
And there's always my parents telling me that If I don't overcome my little problem, then nobody will want to be with me or nobody will recruit me because of the uglyness . It's just a shame.
One day, a girl asked me how I could ever draw or aim to be an architect with my hands.
I felt terrible, I really felt like that.
I'm not really beautiful, I know, But I accept it.
since I believe genetic/God/whatever knows why the things are like that.
But I cannot accept this... just cant
THANK YOU !
-end-
Yoh and his whole stupidity loves you =)
There's always a thing, we want to be perfect! and it's normal, we are humans.
We can't be perfect. But at least we try to feel comfort with ourselves.
Then we always see an imperfection in us, in our Physical, or who knows...
and So, I need to ask help with something about my own,
sounds tragical, it's not really. But it keeps bothering me and my little group.
FINGERNAILS.
Yes,
I ate my fingernails since I'm a little child, (3,4 years or so?) and it's a vice I don't know how to fight with.
I have tried a lot of things, disgusting flavors in the fingernails, painting them.. a lot of different things. I also asked many psychologist what to do about it, everybody tells me different things. I have tried almost all of them.
And why it's a problem?
Well.. I have the ugliest hands ever.
I'm terrified when I have to expose a engagement and I have to show my hands, professors have noticed it.
It's totally terrible when you are making your maquette (model scale) with your partners and you feel all shy because of your hands, and then people is looking at them...
I have fat fingers and little hands which is worst.
I don't like to show my hands... I HATE my hands.
And there's always my parents telling me that If I don't overcome my little problem, then nobody will want to be with me or nobody will recruit me because of the uglyness . It's just a shame.
One day, a girl asked me how I could ever draw or aim to be an architect with my hands.
I felt terrible, I really felt like that.
I'm not really beautiful, I know, But I accept it.
since I believe genetic/God/whatever knows why the things are like that.
But I cannot accept this... just cant
THANK YOU !
-end-
Yoh and his whole stupidity loves you =)