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My older brother shot and killed himself last week.
I don't know how to feel about that.
That doesn't sound very nice, I know. Thing is, my brother was never what you'd call a "stable personality" so it's not coming as a great shock that this happened. He shoved the whole world away and wouldn't let anyone help him. It's just very sad.
What gets me? The fact that he wasn't found until yesterday evening.
No cared enough to check up on him. And that breaks my heart.
I need to go. I'm going with my sister to the funeral home this afternoon and need to finish up stuff here at work. It seems so surreal. And I just can't make any sense of it.
I don't know how to feel about that.
That doesn't sound very nice, I know. Thing is, my brother was never what you'd call a "stable personality" so it's not coming as a great shock that this happened. He shoved the whole world away and wouldn't let anyone help him. It's just very sad.
What gets me? The fact that he wasn't found until yesterday evening.
No cared enough to check up on him. And that breaks my heart.
I need to go. I'm going with my sister to the funeral home this afternoon and need to finish up stuff here at work. It seems so surreal. And I just can't make any sense of it.