life
first time entree on this site for real, for once anyways..I don't like showing the world how I feel about things. It's just not how I am, but I guess why the hell not..you only live once right?
ok so, let's see..my name is Ari, this up coming Saturday I am traveling back home to my mums. In some ways I'm alright with it...because I get to see my mum and old friends, in other ways it's kinda depressing, because I have to deal with alot of family drama..which is mainly created...wait never mind scratch that lol..it's created by all of them together, was gonna say my mum in particular but yea..no it's all of them. To put it simply my family or my mum are hoarders, and for those of you that don't know http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Compulsive_hoarding
I think it has got too out of control, if there was something I could do about it I would have ages ago.
To have a better understanding of how much I hate that, they are like that...I'd rather sit through a person being mauled by a tiger to death..than have to deal with that bullshit.
any who, I love my mum regardless, just not living with all the constant fighting and drama. Moving on, I'm looking forward to seeing my best friend Jeff whom I havent seen in awhile. He finally has a new girl friend and I'm really happy for him, although the other day I was a little concerned, it got quickly cleared up with my help and or advice on the matter. I ended up missing my friend Ashly's Birthday, which sux but also I dont know even if I was there...well the question flashes in my mind "do I really care?" "would I even of had any fun?"...honestly no and probably not...as shitty as it sounds..her parties just aren't that fun anymore..and another thing is our friendship has slowly deteriorated over the years.
It's gotten to the point where, we just check up on each other now and again, have a short conversation and that's it. I'm not going to point fingers and say she did it first, she messed it up...no it was both of us. But hey you find out who your true friends are in the end.
So I'm flying out this Saturday around 9pm ish instead of the morning, flight got changed due to over crowding and seating issues of some sort. I really don't care. In other news I'm still waiting on my wig delivery to come in the mail, they said it would be by the end of the week, but I highly doubt it..oh well..and yea I'm getting a wig cuz I think it's cute. It's a light blonde wig, i said to myself why not, I don't have to go through the hassle of bleaching my hair to hell, and I can look instantly cute. But any who if I don't receive it by then I'll just have someone at the house ship it to me.
oh and last but not least, I have a special someone , and I just wanted to say aloud how much he means to me. Baby, since we've met you have made everyday oh so special to me, you always know just what to say to make me smile. You're always on my mind, I don't know what I'd do without you in my life. I love you with all my heart and no one will ever change that. I love you because you listen to me, because you respect who i am. I love you because of your sweetness, your kindness, your tenderness, and your thoughtfulness. I'm ecstatic to have a future with you and I never want to let that go. luv u baby xoxoxoxo
ok so, let's see..my name is Ari, this up coming Saturday I am traveling back home to my mums. In some ways I'm alright with it...because I get to see my mum and old friends, in other ways it's kinda depressing, because I have to deal with alot of family drama..which is mainly created...wait never mind scratch that lol..it's created by all of them together, was gonna say my mum in particular but yea..no it's all of them. To put it simply my family or my mum are hoarders, and for those of you that don't know http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Compulsive_hoarding
I think it has got too out of control, if there was something I could do about it I would have ages ago.
To have a better understanding of how much I hate that, they are like that...I'd rather sit through a person being mauled by a tiger to death..than have to deal with that bullshit.
any who, I love my mum regardless, just not living with all the constant fighting and drama. Moving on, I'm looking forward to seeing my best friend Jeff whom I havent seen in awhile. He finally has a new girl friend and I'm really happy for him, although the other day I was a little concerned, it got quickly cleared up with my help and or advice on the matter. I ended up missing my friend Ashly's Birthday, which sux but also I dont know even if I was there...well the question flashes in my mind "do I really care?" "would I even of had any fun?"...honestly no and probably not...as shitty as it sounds..her parties just aren't that fun anymore..and another thing is our friendship has slowly deteriorated over the years.
It's gotten to the point where, we just check up on each other now and again, have a short conversation and that's it. I'm not going to point fingers and say she did it first, she messed it up...no it was both of us. But hey you find out who your true friends are in the end.
So I'm flying out this Saturday around 9pm ish instead of the morning, flight got changed due to over crowding and seating issues of some sort. I really don't care. In other news I'm still waiting on my wig delivery to come in the mail, they said it would be by the end of the week, but I highly doubt it..oh well..and yea I'm getting a wig cuz I think it's cute. It's a light blonde wig, i said to myself why not, I don't have to go through the hassle of bleaching my hair to hell, and I can look instantly cute. But any who if I don't receive it by then I'll just have someone at the house ship it to me.
oh and last but not least, I have a special someone , and I just wanted to say aloud how much he means to me. Baby, since we've met you have made everyday oh so special to me, you always know just what to say to make me smile. You're always on my mind, I don't know what I'd do without you in my life. I love you with all my heart and no one will ever change that. I love you because you listen to me, because you respect who i am. I love you because of your sweetness, your kindness, your tenderness, and your thoughtfulness. I'm ecstatic to have a future with you and I never want to let that go. luv u baby xoxoxoxo